Feel so alone,
When I try to make an effort with people I just piss them off… Wish things were simple again, I miss the people who loved me as much as I loved them. Breaking up is hard, everything changes and finding new friends is horrible.
I have never felt so lost as I have done over the last couple of weeks… I know it is for the best but breaking up with someone I love more than anything has left me terrified and lonely. I miss him all the time, but at least this way we are still friends. If we had tried a long distance relationship we might have ended up resenting each other…this is for the best, I know it is.